Dear Magical Universe

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Dear Magical Universe,

As you know I am a contributor, as well as being on the receiving end of the Holiday Joy Up created by Hannah Marcotti. Our first soul work is to write you a letter. We are wishing, dreaming, asking. I know that by gaining my own clarity in what I desire my path forward to look like, that you will conspire with me to co-create what I desire. Thanks in advance for helping a sista, you totally rock.

To be honest, I have some mixed feelings about the holiday season. I love the celebration of joy part, and all the extra bits of love floating around through the air. I love all the acts of love, kindness and generosity. I love all the extra special attention put into so many small and loving details. The parts I struggle with I suppose are maintaining my sense of self as I am now, of not falling back into being the person I was five years ago. I struggle to not take a step backwards when I am surrounded by the energy of my family. Not that they are bad peeps, but I used to be a cynic and I feel that is the role I fall back into when I am surrounded by the familiarity of my past and who I used to be.

This year though, I am going to miss out mostly on the entire holiday season, so I am intentionally creating as much joy in my life before hand so the dates of significance don’t matter as much. I work part time in the arctic, in a remote and isolated site. I will be at work this year from December 21-January 4 so I feel like I am going to be missing out on so much seasonal joy. I will still be surrounded by love, but not the same intimate type of love from the people who love me most. I will miss out on Christmas morning love with my fiancé. This makes my heart sad, but I am choosing to focus on all the things that I deeply love in my life, and choosing to feel gratitude instead of lack.

This is what I am wishing, dreaming, and asking for:

I wish to feel fully enveloped in the love that exists in my relationship with my fiancé. We have not had very much time together lately and I want us to feel reconnected and fully connected to our passion and love for each other. I want us to enjoy sensual time together and fully enjoy some down time in our beautiful home.

I want to be surprised by lots of magical experiences that are more than I could have asked for on my own. I want to feel a constant in flow of goodness into my life.

I want to connect more fully with my soul sisters, the ones that I already know and the ones that I haven’t connected with yet. I want my life to feel fully supported by my nurturing relationships with my soul sisters. I love how safe I feel in these relationships and how I can go deeper into exploring my self.

I wish to connect with two more goddess coaching clients. This is me living my purpose and my passion and I want to have more opportunities to live in this energy. I want to easily connect with women that I will love working with, women who are ready to make big shifts in their lives.

I wish to easily connect with all the women who are ready to rock their lives in my next goddess workshop in January. I am ready, bring it!

I wish that my business was at a place where it fully supported me and there was no need for me to do any other work to support myself. However, I am enjoying the journey.

I want to connect with more people that I feel really excited about meeting.

I’m asking to feel fully supported in everything that I do. I am asking to allow myself to receive more of the goodness in life. I am asking to feel fully wrapped up in feelings of gratitude and love.

Thank you for hearing all of my wishing, asking and dreaming. I am eternally grateful for your loving presence in my life.

With Love,
Christina